im having this veryvery moody mood again. unhappy over alot alot of thing. L is the main thing den come S . this 2 thing is really making me go crazy. without L life wont be complete. this sounds too serious. but i believe everyone need L to make their life more meaningful. and of course F&F also very important. i always though i will only be attitude my L will never be attitude to my F&F. but guess im wrong ya. i attitude everyone include my F&F. S also very important cause no S no M.
L,F,F,S bring me two big S!

nabei cb

fuck man. today will be the last time calling u. wtf.

everyday wake up , prepare , drink water, wear my slipper den headed dwn to school. the moment i saw Jannah, i will SMILE! den she will " i know you miss me right!" i will just replied "-.-, you miss me more right!" walk over to school. the moment i saw Samantha she will "hahaha, today i wake up early! but the bus came late!" den i will "you always one la. wait i scold the bus uncle for you okay!" den she will start "HAHAHAHAH,HEHEHEE!" den disturb me by touch my hand and leg. i will "WALAU! SIBEI HORNY SIA U!!! WET AH YOU! KAN HORNY SIA U!" same thing she will go "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!" all the way . . . . . .





just some random post..

You are only young once and before you know it, your looks are fading and your soul is slowing down. Should enjoy it while you can.

NOW IS 3.23AM! I GOTTA WAKE UP AT 6.30 TO MEET MY LOVELY GAL JIAYI FOR BREAKFAST! thinking of meeting her makes me feel very happy! cos like quite a few day didnt see her already!!! miss her so much! =DDDD I WANNA WAKE UP TO MEET HER !!!! GONNA TURN IN SOON! BEFORE I CANT WAKE UP ON TIME TMR!=DDDDD LOVELOVELOVE!



BTW, this is my last 2 module in MDIS! meaning im gonna graduting soon! i kinda sad eh! though i dont like to wake up early and go school . but i still love to be a student! =( miss my lovely classmate too! nono. not all classmate! hahaa. like SAM & JANNAH only!!!! will miss the crap we always talk in class man!!! LOVE!=DDDDDDD

ITE LOVE!

last Thursday after school went over to meet qianhui and belwin for some K session yea~
i love qianhui & belwin sooo muchie ah!!!!! heehee. the stubborn boy insisted on helping us pay the bill though he didnt sing a single songs at all! thanks so much! and he really super da nan ren! though he look kinda kiddy. hahaha.



we took the K dinner package . come tgt with a meal for each person. hehehe. belwin very full so i was like keep tking his chicken and all this luh! ahahahah! i wanna pass him my sushi one leh to exchange but he said. " nvmnvm, dun need ke qi. just take and eat." hahahah! qianhui was like "i tot you on diet! why keep taking ppls food!" =(

the crazy qianhui!

loves!

the damn ai mei guy!

ilovethispic!hehe

he jus ignore us like totally!

MY LOVELY ITE CLASSMATE!!!!

after K . Qianhui wanna eat mac so we went down to mac. chatted till 11 + waiting for the last train and belwin went off first. we actually ask him to stay till late abit. den he was saying ltr no train. me and qianhui told him. "NVMNVM! WE CAN GIVE U MONEY TK CAB!" cos we wanna return him money. but aiya. he die also dunwan. so after he went off. Qianhui & i went for BOWLING~

while i go buy drink this dumb gal
rename the name.
she bcame YOURLAOBU
mine bcame LIMLAOBEH.

HEHE! I WIN~

sarah says (4:26 PM):
im on diet leh
i v fat
i scare ltr nobody wan me


QH says (4:27 PM):
siao
diet
i see food i can talk to them sia


HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I realised i have many goodfriend that treat me differently .

like Kwek, she will always ask me dont sad for the moment. after im ok. she will explain to me everything. den started scolding me. and tell me dont change den thats ur problem. she use a hard way on me. cos to her she she think that talking nicely. the words she said. wun get into my mind. though it gets in la. but whenever she use it in a hard way i understand more. hahaha! =)

Jiayi. whenever i told her my problem she will listen and she will explains every single things to me and ask me compare and ask me how would i feel . I will think and I think that actually im in the wrong. though i dont admit it. acutally somehow i still agree with what she said. and she will always give me a warm hugs whenever im feeling down. =)

Qianhui. she always like. " huh, when , hw come , why , are u sad? don sad. " she always so kiddy but she very cute eh. like when im sad i try to tell her. but i see her reaction. make me feel like laughing. bcos i don feel like making things difficult for her. i knw she duno hw to help me. but that over the phone la. she cant talk and console me one. over msn or msg. she can say thing very well. haha. =)

ZL. this guy here. i knw him since i was in sec 1. so basically knw him for 5 years plus? he's like a big bro. he always help me in everything. when i say everything mean everything yea. my lovelife problem, my mood swing problem, my sch work, computer even IPOD and etc etc. sometime things he said was like so true so true. he will tell me thing that i never think that im actually like this. he kinda knw me very well. when im mood swing bad mood. i attitude him . he will just hack care me. cos he knw my pattern . he wont like get angry or anything. so hes like very nice eh. he always talk to me tgt about girl n guy and future. =)

AG. he very sweet and caring. i always wake him up in the middler of the night after my club and make him listen to my nonsense. or angry with him when i dont feel good. but he will always still talk nicely and sry . its my fault. though he never do anything ya. =)




i love every single one of them very much=)

meet up with ah keng ytd and today! we have subway~ so nice . i miss her so much. cos like didnt see her for ages yea. =D

HELLOOOOOOO! haven been blogging for like quite long. and the QH is like complaining saying that im very guo fen for not blogging! & i have tons of picture to update!!!!!!!!!


Anw! i have been like visiting the club quite often man! once to twice a week.
on Thursday I went over to powerhse somehw celebrate shihan bday too. its was super happening until some idiot wanna pick a fight. and they fight~ cousin and friend all went back. i stay behind and continue club with Leon. some girl attituded me becos of Leon! ahhh. the girl must be blind! HAHAHA!!

yesterday. boring sat afternoon. im super moody. meet up with QH! and we have subway! chill and chatted till around 8.
i went home and change and hit my fav place stjames~! alot ppl came down too. I saw Leon, Isaac, Thomas and HANBING. lol. HB super random la. talk nonsense with me. Isaac another nonsense. Leon also nonsensee~!!!! plus the thomas also very nonsense. but nicer among the all. cos he take care of me! haha. i was kinda tipsy i guess. i say and do alot of unbelievable thing man!! aww! damn throw face~~!

This few day, im chatting with qianhui online till like 5plus6 lor! haha. duno what we talking about also. but got many many thing to talk lei. haha. and i know she miss me alotalot la!!!!

life wasnt good this few day. i felt very unhappy everyday. mood change almost every 1 hours. but i never cry or sad. i just felt very unhappy & easily irritated by anything everything. i hope everyone can acc me every hour and mins. but at the same time i dunwan anyone to know im unhappy. though is quite obvious that im having some kind of mood swing. they will ask whether am i ok. i will replied. "im okay" with a super unhappy face. i really donwan anyone to know im unhappy. i put on a smile when im out and tried to be happy. i really donwan to let anyone know how am i feeling. why am i feeling this way. i scare to be alone. but fren cant give me the some called nt feeling alone feeling. am i crazy. i want pp acc me. but still i felt very "sad"

school was kind of suck . lesson from 830 till 330. i feel like im studying in pri/sec sch. omg. so long hour can. sigh.


meet up with jiayi after my lesson on wed. we went to bugis. and i stayed over at her place. we chatted till morning 5plus6. she scare the hell out of me. when i was half awake or half slping lor. -.-''

happy birthday timothy! it was his 20th birthday. we went over to farmart have dinner. after that headed over to kwek hse and watched 'QUARANTINE' very disgusting to the max.

long lost friend

it have been so long that since we last chatted.

we used to be so good that we meet up 5 days a wk or even everyday.
Everything changed once F came into my life. We(L & I) quarrel very often and you said we can never be like before because its different now. I always find you unreasonable cos you chose to ignore me whenever i text you. I will think that you angry for no reason again.
I always ask A. I tot L is my good friend why he cant understand i need to accompany F. why do he need to make sarcastic remark like "you changed already what you not like before anymore. ( tgt with his attitude voice) ." After a period of time i so sick and tired of texting him and asking him not to be angry.

So fast 2 years plus passed, in between of this time we got msn for a few time like hw r u? im fine. good night. Say less than 3 sentance we ended our conversation , got a few time i saw him at outside but just hi then bye. Nothing much.
Sometime i will still ask A "why did he leave me as a good friend i treasure so much. I dont understand what i did that he have to disappear from my life." I really like him very much as a very good friend though he always bully me, giving me name like PG and called me loudly when we was at town area. But there's sometime he will be very nice to me, like going longjohn he know i dont like to use my fork and knife he will very auto and help me cut my food into pierces and give it to me then i will give him one cheeky smile and said thank you GB! Then he will start scolding me again. .

Recently he msn me told me he saw me at powerhouse. So this is the topic that bring us to talk back about the past. I was on the phone with him just now. chatted quite alot. And bring back alot of memorise. He still behave like last time disturbing me non stop. The moment i picked up the phone i feel like calling him GB, but i didnt because i know we are not like last time. He told me he wanted to call me PG too but cannot , then he ask me what should i call you? i said anything luh, S? Then he said Hi , S. I laughed . We both was kind of not used to it by calling each other his way. But still i said Hello, L! And i was laughing hard and told him
"ehh! not used to it leh! i still prefer calling you GB! Even now i talk to my friend i label you as GB also! AHAHAH!" He was saying things like i spoil his image by telling people his name is GB!!
Talked about the life of his and mine now, after awhile told him to sleep and we hung up the call. Before he hung up he said
"Good night S, Sleep early too."

I still prefer the PG he always called me in the past. . . .

HELLOOOOOOO! THIS IS MY NEW LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER SHAUI CAN THIS WATCH!!!! LOVE IT.


but after i got this new love. i lost my old love! my 6 mth big ipod nano!!!!! AWWWWWWW?! SAD!!! DAMN SAD!