Friday, February 13, 2009

i cant get to bed again.
like always. i only feel tired in the afternoon at night i really super energetic eh!
hmm, i said i will post about Qianhui, i was chatting with her online yesterday telling her that i think i have done something so wrong that i feel damn bad. but overall after talking to her. i feel much more better.

Sarah: i quarrel / argues with someone
Qianhui: dont worry la, bestfriends will quarrel how long
sarah: maybe
Qianhui: true friends tell you in your face whats wrong

actually she still said a lot of things eh.
hmm, she really changed so much from the Qianhui i know last year.


qianhui: i dont have many BESTfriends.
how many people can be trusted
maybe 1/10
thats why i want to tell you
even the best can hurt you
dont be too good to people
because not everybody will appreciate
and in life, you dont always get back what you give

dont know how come she suddenly will say all this . but i think what happen last year really make her grow up ya. changed so much. i still rmb last year she dont even know what is *F. HAHA. MAKE US REALLY LAUGH LIKE HELL. stupid girl like alwayssss!

QIANHUI!:
OK 10pm i come back i go blog
GOOD HOR
ownage ok


eh, say say only loh ! this qianhui her 10 pm like never come one! =.-''!




to you: i know the thing i sent you really hurts you. i dunno why i will say it in such a harsh way. i always thought that saying things that im unhappy with out to you straight away is how a bestfriend communicate and that's why we are called as bestfriend cause we dont hide our emotion between us. but i never think of what i say will really hurts you. maybe sorry is just a word that have no meaning. but other than sorry explain and explain i duno what should i say to you now. you might say "really ok, i really dont mind. dont need sorry ^^." but do you really mean it when you are saying you're ok? maybe i know you dont want me feel guilty or whatever but you know by keeping quite and telling me that you really ok. makes me feel that you're super not ok. i know right now. whatever things i say. you wont listen. i know you will come to me and tell me every single thing in my face when you feel like saying out.







yrros

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